Translation: Sin Ti (Akwid)

She says:

I’m guilty of hurting you and for that I won’t forgive myself. Here I am, seeking another opportunity. I don’t want to be without you, and whether you believe it or not, I’m willing to wait for you…

He responds:

I used to sigh in satisfaction each time you’d say to me that your heart was mine. I’d reciprocate your words by going out of my way to get you anything and everything you ever wanted. To the best of my abilities, I offered you everything a woman would want in a man. Such was your satisfaction that you’d say to me I was the only one for you. Later I found out you’d laugh behind my back and did what you wanted with whomever you pleased. To my misfortune, you were the only woman that I had loved at that point and for that reason your wicked ways left me deeply wounded.

I know I’m to be held responsible for my pain. I shouldn’t have taken you so seriously. Had I done things differently, I probably would have forgiven your unfaithfulness, but then that’d mean that to this day I’d still be sharing you with someone else, no?

With your goodbye I came to lead my life like a drunk man behind the wheel. My mind was cloudy and so it wasn’t clear what path my life was to take. My problems eventually disappeared. Issues became non-issues.

You’ll always regret what you did to our relationship. You knew since its inception that we wouldn’t last. You knew I’d be hurt in the end, but you didn’t care. It’s alright, I’m to accept my defeat and you are to live with your conscience. You could have been my wife, but now there’s not even a slight chance of that happening. You’re lonely and I’m not willing to ease your loneliness. Our thing is over. We’re better off apart. First it was your choice, now it’s mine.

I’ve made up my mind that I’m not to trust anyone anymore. A heart may recover its strength but the mind never forgets. I’ll never again allow myself the luxury of dreaming because dreams are nothing more than eventual disappointments.